Monday, November 28, 2011

New Possible Diagnosis

Well, to the doctor's we go! Today we visited with Dr. Janet Harnsberger again. As frustrating as this has all been, I must say that I really like Dr. Harnsberger. Our family has a long history with her (since Kelsey was 2 years old) and she is fantastic. Today we started over again and went through Jake's history from top-to-bottom (no pun intended). She put my mind to ease about the brain scans. Apparently there were multiple neurosurgeons who reviewed the MRI at Primary Children's and one of those docs is VERY good in his field and she said she would trust that opinion, of any of the opinions. So, I will gladly, finally put that to rest!We decided we've x-rayed and scanned every part of Jake's body except his ankle. Since he isn't vomiting due to his ankle, we're starting over (at least with our thinking). As I said before, Primary Children's threw out a diagnosis of Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome, which this is not presenting typically for that diagnosis. I haven't been sold on that, though it is a possibility.

Dr. Harnsberger thinks Jake may have Gastroparesis, which reduces the stomach's ability to empty its contents. Basically, we don't want to do additional scanning at this time due to his recent multiple exposures to radiation. The only other testing to do for this diagnosis includes scanning, isotopes, etc. All the other testing needed has been done. We are going to start Jake on Reglan, a medication to help the motility of his stomach. There are some serious and frightening possible side-effects, so we are "starting low and going slow."

Side note....we sent Jake to school this morning for half a day, hoping to help him get in some "normal" before the doctor's appointment. By 9:21am he was sent home for vomiting twice. I got to stop by the school later in the day and talk to Jake's teacher. Mr. Drummond has been awesome and is helping us. We are considering applying for the school district to provide a tutor twice weekly until Jake can get back to school. We'll decide that for sure tomorrow once we mull over it and say some prayers.

Basically, the proof will be in the pudding. In other words, we are hoping to stop the pukes once and for all!! We are officially at 68 pukes in 14 days. Jake is ready for this to be a bad memory. It is at least a new hopeful direction and the possibility of an end. Even though gastroparesis can last a lifetime, some cases can do better after a year or so of treatment and kind of fix themselves. We will keep our prayers focused on that and HOPE, HOPE, HOPE we have found a solution.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Frustration and Sadness

I apologize for not updating and/or informing people of our current status. This week has been an emotional week for our family and it's been hard just keeping it together. I'll try to update you on what's happened and where we currently are.

As you know from the previous posts, we had Jake tested back in October and thought at the time he had celiac disease. The actual small bowel biopsy came back negative, but with his symptoms and our family history, our pediatric GI doctor told us she still believed he had celiac and we put him on a gluten-free diet. He vomited a couple more times during October but we assumed his gut was still healing.
Fast-forward to November 15th. Jake started vomiting again that day and hasn't stopped since. In 8 days, he's vomited 52 times. Some days are worse than others. The most is 12 times in one day and the least is 1 time. We started more testing on Friday, Nov. 18th, with an abdominal ultrasound which was normal.
Since we had no improvement over the weekend, Jake had a brain CT on Nov. 21. We would not get the results until the next morning.

That night we took Jake in to St. Mark's Hospital ER to get him some IV fluids and check his labs. Thank goodness the labs looked okay, so after filling up with fluids, we went home to sleep.
On Tuesday morning, while driving to work, I got a horrific phone call. The doctor told me that the CT showed a 1.6 cm lytic lesion on his skull. Now remember, I work in a cancer clinic, so when I hear lytic lesion, I know that cancer will eat at the bone and cause these lytic lesions! The next 3-4 hours felt like the worst in my entire life!! I have never been so scared, sick and shocked.

My kind co-worker/RN, Kathy, was very helpful and got a brain MRI scheduled within 2 hours. The doctor I work for, Dr. Tudor, reviewed the CT and calmed my nerves enough to make it back home to pick up Jake and get him to the clinic. I sat and watched the MRI through the window, still feeling numb and in shock. The tech showed me the area of the brain we were focusing on, and there was an obvious abnormality.
Dr. Tudor was able to call me, before I was even home, and tell me that there was no lytic lesion (BEST news in the entire world!!!!) but there was a "dural ectasia, bowing the inner table of the skull." These abnormalities are usually seen with specific diseases and not seen in the brain, usually the lower spinal cord. Dr. Tudor consulted with a local neurosurgeon that recommended we get an angiogram asap because this was likely caused by a carotid cavernous sinus fistula. (Yeah, yeah, I know. Too many medical terms).

So off again, Joe and I drove Jake to Primary Children's Hospital in Salt Lake. We went in through the ER and their radiologists reviewed the CT and brain MRI that had been put on a disc. Low and behold, they felt it was normal. They did not believe there were either of the issues, which the previous radiologists saw. Huh?? Good news, I realize, but what explains the vomiting? We left the hospital late last night and were told that a neurosurgeon would review the scans again early this morning. We never received confirmation that it was done. We are just left with still more questions than answers.

Basically, Primary Children's said they believe he has cyclic vomiting syndrome and to keep following with his pediatric GI doc. They consulted with our GI doc on the phone and she told them he does not present as a typical cyclic vomiting syndrome, but they were not convinced and said he was just "atypical." Though this may be the case, it was frustrating that after just a few hours looking at him and really no assessment, they gave us that info and sent him on his way. Not impressed.

Today I tried to get a neurosurgeon from Provo, who we work with at our cancer clinic, to review the films from the MRI and ensure that he believes the same thing. Unfortunately, with the holiday weekend, there were no docs available. I still feel I need a third opinion to confirm one of the other 2 opinions. We can't afford to be missing things.

So, at this point, I have a sick, dizzy, vomiting child at home that doesn't understand why they can't figure out what's wrong. We will see his pediatric GI doc on Monday, Nov. 28, but until then, their answer was to give Jake a prescription for 5 mg Valium, to get him by. Just so you know....in my opinion, that is way too much Valium for a little boy. He will be knocked flat on his butt with that. I filled the script, but haven't given it yet. We'll see how bad he gets. At least I can cut the dose down if I get desperate and let him get some sleep.

*Side note, Jake just vomited while I was typing this. My poor little guy!


I do not want to seem ungrateful because I am THRILLED beyond belief that this is NOT cancer. I'm just so frustrated with the medical field and bad opinions and, and, and.... I will be looking into a tutor next week, as Jake has missed so much school, I don't know how he will ever catch up on 5th grade. This has been going on, intermittently, since August. I've actually lost track of the missed days. Mostly, I just want my little boy to feel well and be able to play with friends and go to school.

We will try to keep you updated. As it stands, there will be no news until after Monday's appointment.

Oh, and last, but not least, it would be horrible to ignore all the wonderful people who have been so kind. My co-workers and Dr. Tudor have been amazing. Dr. Tudor spent so much time reviewing labs, scans, making phone calls and calming my nerves. My co-workers have filled in for me during a hellacious week! And even though I know they were miserable, they never even hinted a complaint. The primary presidency brought over a gift bag with books, cross-word puzzles, food, etc, to keep Jake busy during his hospital visits and testing. And the many friends and family that have texted and tried to call. I am sorry I could not reply to all of the calls and texts. We love you all and are so grateful for your prayers and compassion.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

The Barfs bring the Blues

Well, here's the real reason I chose to play "catch up" on my journaling today. Today was ROTTEN and I needed to get back to what is important in my life. My family! This was somehow therapeutic to sit and remember the fun we've had over the last several months. I needed some happy thoughts to help clear the clouds of sadness.
This morning we took our sweet Jake to St. Marks Hospital bright and early. We met our favorite poop doctor (as she calls herself), Dr. Harnsberger, who is a pediatric gastroenterologist. She did an upper endoscopy with biopsies on our little guy. This comes in response to 3-4 months of random vomiting. Here a little, there a little, some days a lot (like 14 times)!
Well, our sneaking suspicions were confirmed. Dr. Harnsberger feels very confident that Jake has celiac disease. The biopsies will confirm this on Monday, but she was able to identify it just from the abnormal look of his small bowel. With Kelsey and Joe both celiac, you would think this would be "no biggie." Well, no way. I've still cried multiple times today and I've just decided that it's okay to be sad. When you find out something is going to permanently change your child's life, you have the right to be sad.

* Update - (Please read more current posts, as there were surprises with the biopsy. Negative for celiac.)

I love you Jake! I'm sorry that life is a trial and you have a new challenge to endure. I wish Heavenly Father would just give me all the trials so you could just have fun, like kids should. But that's not how it works. I guess this will make you stronger and someday you will sit and laugh at me for being so dramatic and sad. Love you to the moon and back!

Morgan's Smile

Before
After
The Braces are now off!!! One down, two more to go.

Moab Mayhem

September 3rd-5th we decided to take a quick trip down to Moab again and enjoy some family time. Our first night there we hiked to Delicate Arch at sun down. Joe has always wanted to view it by moon light and finally got his wish. It was a beautiful star-filled sky.
Smooching with my honey under Delicate Arch
Hanging out on Park Avenue
Our favorite: "Corndog Rock"
(or at least that's what we think it should be named)
My three gossips in front of The Three Gossips
Isn't he precious! ha....I love him!!
Joe and Jake giving me a heart attack as they climb.

We had a fun weekend and it was so great to just get away and get back to the basic unit of our family. I love these guys like crazy. Thank goodness I've got an eternity to spend with them.

Called to Serve

On August 21st I was sustained as the Lehi South Stake Young Women's President. (I knew I was enjoying being 2nd counselor a little too much.) I must admit that life has since been a whirlwind but a wonderful whirlwind at that. I have 3 amazing and talented women in my presidency (Diana Nelson, 1st counselor; Heather Haynie, 2nd counselor; and Danielle Spangler, secretary). I would be absolutely lost without them.

I am still feeling quite inadequate for the call but I love the YW and hope to serve them and their leaders well.